Right before I fall asleep
I close my petty eyes I dream
I beg my god please let me see my unknown lover
Just a peak
To feel his arms wrapped around me
Not too tight
I need to breathe
It’s just a dream, you silly
silly me
To smell his perfume
Not to live
I remember once you let me
First and last time I have met him
I acted like I was asleep
Didn´t want to make him leave
Didn´t want to scare my sweet sunshine away
He was older I believe
By how much I couldn’t say
But his hair in the pale moonlight glistened in silvery tones of gray
I caught a glimpse, when watching as he
like a ghost faded away
I wanted to scream his name,
only that would make him stay
My intentions they were pure but
my mind still remained the same
a blank canvas without a frame
so like a mute I watched him as he became one with air
