Dec 31, 2022Member-onlyheavy clouds, California, my very own TownMost of the time, particularly at night, I find myself under the influence of a strange, saddening, exhausting feeling. No matter how much I distract myself, it’s still there. In the back of my mind and then I ask myself. Why? I can’t find a satisfying answer. It is this…Depression3 min readDepression3 min read
Published indata-driven fiction·Oct 29, 2022Member-onlyAbout the future and other fearsWhen do you know whether you’re planning the future or just daydreaming your life up? What if I’m gonna wake up one day, working a corporate job, watching the same old movies, stuck in my head living with a beautiful movie star in a house I dreamt up somewhere on…Life3 min readLife3 min read
Jan 18, 2022Member-onlycherry winepain hides behind beauty as she often does behind a perfect summer midnight Italian sky a beach with stars up high and homemade cherry wine but soon reveals herself with…Pain1 min readPain1 min read
Jan 18, 2022Member-onlyfreedomThe one and only time so far I have tasted the sweetness of freedom, I had to travel to Italy. I found myself all alone in a small town by Naples with a couple hundred bucks in my bank account. The first night I got there I didn’t know a…Travel2 min readTravel2 min read
Jan 23, 2021Member-onlyThe reason I fall asleep so easyRight before I fall asleep I close my petty eyes I dream I beg my god please let me see my unknown lover Just a peak To feel his arms wrapped around me Not too tight I need to breathe It’s just a dream, you silly silly me To smell…Love1 min readLove1 min read
Jan 21, 2021Member-onlyThursday nights I spend aloneNicotine, she gives me rush Alcohol, he keeps me hush The voice that always tells me shush Is suddenly the quiet one Sometimes I do hate myself For loving them…Poetry1 min readPoetry1 min read
Jan 21, 2021Member-onlyThe sound of wind gently running through the palm treesI love them, palm trees, they always make me feel like home. I´m brought back to California and I remember myself. It’s beautiful to be reminded of me. For a second there I thought I lost her, maybe I even did. I tried to drown her in the sea of…Poetry2 min readPoetry2 min read
