When do you know whether you’re planning the future or just daydreaming your life up? What if I’m gonna wake up one day, working a corporate job, watching the same old movies, stuck in my head living with a beautiful movie star in a house I dreamt up somewhere on…

pain hides behind beauty as she often does behind a perfect summer midnight Italian sky a beach with stars up high and homemade cherry wine but soon reveals herself with…

The one and only time so far I have tasted the sweetness of freedom, I had to travel to Italy. I found myself all alone in a small town by Naples with a couple hundred bucks in my bank account. The first night I got there I didn’t know a…

Right before I fall asleep I close my petty eyes I dream I beg my god please let me see my unknown lover Just a peak To feel his arms wrapped around me Not too tight I need to breathe It’s just a dream, you silly silly me To smell…

Nicotine, she gives me rush Alcohol, he keeps me hush The voice that always tells me shush Is suddenly the quiet one Sometimes I do hate myself For loving them so very much Still they make it easier All the things I struggle with In return I have to pay …

I love them, palm trees, they always make me feel like home. I´m brought back to California and I remember myself. It’s beautiful to be reminded of me. For a second there I thought I lost her, maybe I even did. I tried to drown her in the sea of…